....sometimes having feelings suck! I mean, seriously, they get hurt! They get stomped on! And the worst part is, the person who hurt them, probably doesn't even know it!
I woke up this morning and went on to Instagram....and my feelings were hurt. I know it isn't anything big, but they were. I felt...left out, unloved, broken, mad, jealous...just to name a few. I honestly thought "I should just stop following her"...but I can't.
Then 2 things dawned on me...
1. That this is a relationship that is forever broken...I don't think it will ever be fully repaired. There isn't a lot I can do about it either.
2. I need to turn this hurt, this relationship over to God. He is the only one that can fix it, if it is meant to be fixed.
So, I did that. I gave it to God. I poured my heart out on how it isn't fair, how I want it to be how it used to be. But, I have to realize that I need to take myself out of it. I CAN'T fix it. I need to lay it at God's feet. I need to stop letting my feelings get hurt. I need to forgive her for hurting me, even if she doesn't ever ask for it. And I need to leave it alone.....alone at my Savior's feet. I'm praying that this week....
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