I am lonely

There, I said it. I'm lonely. My kids are in school all day, my hubby is at work, working really hard so that I don't have to work, and here I sit, at home, alone. 

I've never been one of those people who have a million friends. I grew up in a sheltered life, and most of my "friends" were at my school...and only wanted to be my friend at school. I wasn't Miss Popularity. I was, and still am, a dork. I have, and have had, 1 best friend since I was 15...my husband.  

I know that I am extremely blessed to have him, but he's not a girl! We have so many things we do together at home after he gets home from work, but, I need a friend during the day as well. Someone I can go to lunch with, have coffee with (notice my life revolves around food...) and just talk to. Most of the conversations I have now, are with my dog. I love him, but it's kind of a one-sided conversation. 😉

So, I go back to the loneliness. I've always struggled with it. On the outside, I look like I have it all together, but I don't. I just don't....